Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Raven Medicine

I am one who loves to spend time with my friends. I am one who is more comfortable in nature. I am one who takes time to tend to my spirit.

It is interesting that the ravens came up for me today. After the Chakra Workshop on Saturday I have had more energy and clarity of purpose. One of things I found out about Raven Medicine is that it is: "the symbol of changes in consciousness, of levels of awareness and of perception." So perhaps I need to do more Chakra work!

Monday, September 28, 2009

Move Forward

I am one who is moving into a new phase of my life. I am one who needs to heed the caution sign. I am one who will cross that road when she comes to it.

Today I have pushed through the fatigue to accomplish things. I applied for 14 jobs, helped out a friend and will still have time for a nap. I feel like I have crossed into a new attitude and hope to keep moving forward.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Riding the wave

I am one who feels at home in the water. I am one who is enjoying myself even though there is a tidal wave coming. I am one who is aware of the danger, but willing to go along for the ride.

I just found out that I can have surgery to take care of a 20 year old syndrome. I know there are dangers with the surgery, but I look forward to be able to take less medication, and the possibility that I will also have another syndrome disappear. Whoo! Hoo! Ride the wave!

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Riches or Gold

I am one who is receiving riches from the Universe. I am one who is waiting for a shower of gold. I am one who seems protected from those showers. I am one who is wishing the money needed will just fall from the sky!

I know that I have received many things bountiful from the Universe. Right now I need the gold, not the riches. We have a major bill coming up due to city code. I am still unemployed and unless I get an extension, the unemployment runs out soon. So I am trying very hard to focus on the riches, not the gold!

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Wasting Energy

I am one who is looking for energy. I am one who like I need to find alternatives for energy. I am one who feels that my energy is wasted. I am one who is not using my energy efficiently.

I spend so much of my energy looking for work that I rarely have enough to accomplish things around the house. Without a routine I am lost. I know that I could set a routine, but every time I attempt to, things are sent my way to upset the routine! Are they being sent to test my resolve for routine or are they being sent to tell me to live without a routine?

Friday, September 11, 2009


I am one who is diving into untested waters. I am one who is taking a leap of faith. I am one who is willing to move towards the unknown. I am one who is stuck mid-dive, unable to move, frozen with fear of the unknown.

I am struggling with how to proceed with my life. Do I find a way to dive right into something or do I be cautious and plan my entry into something new. At the moment I am stuck in mid-air. Unable to move ahead or back up.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Taking stock

I am one who is fragile, yet strong. I am one with a great capacity for what life has to offer. I am one who is ready for what the Universe has in store for me during this time of harvest.

I am excited about the possibilities open to me at this time of harvest and thanksgiving. It is time to take stock of my abilities and how to best use them. I expect there will be a few chips and cracks before I am through, but that really just adds character.

Friday, September 4, 2009

Raining color

I am one who is relaxed and enjoying life. I am on who is surrounded by color. I am one who is artistic and is always trying to find ways to incorporate more color into my life.

I have been in an artistic slump. But was given positive feedback last night on a project for a workshop I am helping to organize. It felt good and makes me want to be creative. Hopefully I will have time next week when we get home from the Labor Day wknd.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Guardian Angel

I am one who is juggling the important things in my life. I a one who is looking to the heavans for answers. I am hone who feels that I have a guardian angel to protect me.

Even with everything that is happening in my life that is not wonderful, I still feel that I have a wonderful life. My family is great and I have enough money to get by one. Or at least enough credit to get me over the humps. I am also optimistic that things will work out for the best, no matter if I have to go through hell to get there!

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Crossroads of Life

I am one who is at a crossroad. I am one who is deciding which way to take my knowledge. I am one who is unsure where I am heading, but is glad to be on my way.

I do feel a bit directionless. Life seems like it should be straight forward. but there are these crossroads, bends and dead ends along the way. How to navigate them with out causing an accident or getting mired in a rut? I guess that is what life is really about. Navigating without falling in a rut or crashing! Whoo Hoo! I found the meaning of life!