Energy Crisis

I am one who looks for energy. I am one who is unpredictable in my energy use. I am one who is trying to conserve energy for the world and myself.

I have found a new solution to my energy crisis. Vitamin D! It appears that being on the low side of normal is not enough for me. I really need to be nearer the middle of the range. The doctor has given me a mega-dose prescription for one tablet a week. The over the counter stuff doesn’t work for me.

It appears that even though this is an old problem, lack of energy, the medical community has been telling us for years to get more sun and we don’t have to worry about vitamin D. Wrong! We should all be tested for our levels and add this vitamin to our regimen.

What's the Point?

I am one who is more comfortable when things line up with an apparent point. I am one who appears to be missing the solar plexus chakra. I am one who loves color.

With all that is going on in my life, I find that I need order. Unfortunately because of what is going on in my life, things are chaos. I am almost done with putting away Christmas, but too many projects have been started and then abandoned to be able to tidy quickly.

My time fills up with dealing with family things long distance and the stress of still learning a job while my boss is getting ready to be finished. That will leave me as the only employee and the only one with the knowledge of everything!

Up, Up and Away! Please!

I am one who wants to get away from it all. I am one who is afraid that there is something coming that will poke a hole in my balloon. I am one who looks at things from a different perspective.

As I move into the end of the week, I think about all I have to do and trying to figure out where the energy will come from. The Universe told me today in my daily email that everything I thought would be difficult was, if I thought it would be fun it was, etc. I really need to look at things objectively and not prejudge. Then what will be will be, but I won't be making it worse by worrying.

Organized

I am one who thinks outside the box. I am one who loves to have things neatly organized. I am one who is always smiling.

What I like and what I have are two different things. I would love to be organized, it just doesn't seem to be in the cards. Today is the day I put Christmas away. I am not sure what the reluctance to this task is, but it has become a problem. There needs to be one room in the house that it neat and tidy. The living room is the easiest! I should just do it.

Who Am I?

I am one who has many selves. I am one who is young and sexy; elegant; loves to sing and dance. I am one who is adaptable to most situations.

I really need to make sure I don't lose myself as I adapt to meet the current situation. Sometimes it is hard to remember who I am.

Opening old chambers

I am one who is circling around the center. I am one who is looking for a way in. I am one who changes as I grow, adding chambers to my soul.

I sometimes feel like I separate the important parts of myself to keep out the old pain. I want to find a way in to access those thoughts and memories. Bring them to the open and look at them from a safe distance.

Helpless and heartbroken

I am one who knows there is poverty in the world. I am one who sees that there is enough for all, if only all would share. I am one who is helpless and heartbroken.

I just came back from a week of trying to help my parents. My dad is unwell and needs to go into care but they have too many assets and not enough cash to pay for the care they need. I feel helpless because I couldn't get more accomplished and heartbroken because I hear the fear and pain in my father's voice.