I am one who has many chambers I keep hidden. I am one who is comfortable in the sea. I am the one who is surrounded by water. I am one who feels that my friends are there, but obscured by the water that surrounds me.
As I continue my quest for deeper meaning in my life, I find that I am moving into a solitary existence. I feel comfortable surrounded by the universe, but my friendships seem out of focus with my life. Is it me or the path I have chosen that has changed the focus?
I am one who is starving. I am one who feels alone. I am one who is afraid to show themselves to the world. I am one who is desperate to find nourishment.
OK, I am ready for some sunshine here. This has been the weirdest spring! I think my SAD is coming to full force. I really need to not let all this get to me. The last month has been rain, hail and not a lot of sun. So I am feeling down. It does not help that I have no job, my car was totaled by hail and I can't seem to get my energy back after a bad bout of bronchitis/almost pneumonia. I know from experience that things will get better, but I really need a little break here! I feel isolated and alone, unable to accomplish simple tasks and just plain old cranky!
I am one who loves to dance. I am one who dances in praise. I am one who dances in grief. I am one who dances in nature.
I haven't been having much fun lately. I was sick for about 3 weeks and spend the rest of my time looking for work. I am reminded to find a reason to "dance" daily.
I am one who is taking the time to take care of myself. I am one who knows that water is very healing for me. I am one who is immersed in nature.I am one is staying in touch with nature.
The healing waters this weekend are a nebulizer. I am recovering from a bad bout of bronchitis that has kept me down for more than a week. I consider myself lucky that I only get this type of illness every couple of years! But I am now anxious to start functioning again. Now to get my strength up!
I am one who watches the injustice in the world. I am one who sees that people are struggling to break out of the cages they have been put in. I am one who is not seeing the way to unlock the door.
OK, this make me realize that I am stuck in a cage of my own making and need to figure out the key to letting myself out. I really need to start thinking outside the box in my search for jobs. Put myself out there in a different way. It would be much easier to stay in the cage!
I am one who loves color. I am one who loves to move to the rhythm of the Universe. I am one who is ready to dance the night away!
As I head off to my retreat, Celebrating Spring: The Maiden Returns, how appropriate is this card. I know the maiden's color is white, but please, I just don't believe in her soul white is her color! My maiden wants to come out and play. And play for me is color!
I am one who is looking for balance. I am one who is aware of the energy that takes.
Right now life is a balancing act. Trying to accomplish daily goals with out letting that huge rock fall and crush me. It seems to be one thing after another and the storm is coming closer.
