Monday, December 30, 2013

I am one who is all dressed up. One who is ready to go have fun, but am unsure where I am going. I am one who is dressed up but am afraid that my outfit is not right for the party.

New Year's Eve is tomorrow. Going to a party I haven't been too before. Should I wear my tie dye or get dressed up?

Sunday, December 29, 2013

I am one who is looking for ways to get out of the cold and into the desert. One who wishes she was out in nature, not thinking about how long the winters will become after we move to Colorado.

This card is making me feel that I will be glad when we retire and I can get to the desert to live again. I can live in the snow for 6 years! I think I can, I think I can, I think I can...

Friday, December 27, 2013

I am one who is wishing that I was near the ocean. One who is thinking deep thoughts about where I want to be. I am one who is thinking about where we might be living, what changes I want to make in how we live. 

As I ponder the move to Colorado, I am thinking of all the things I have after living in one place for 20+ years. What do I want to keep? I am glad I finally have some energy back to be able to get started on the clearing out.

Monday, December 9, 2013

I am on who has parts percolating up from the deep. One who looks at those parts with a smile.

It is good to remind myself that there are parts of me that rarely see the light of day. Perhaps it is time to lovingly let them out.

Saturday, December 7, 2013

I am one who is using many tools to help me on my spiritual path. One who looks forward to spending time with friends who are like minded.

I am glad that tomorrow I meet with my Women's Ritual Labyrinth Group. It is always a wonderful spiritual experience. I don't want to miss anymore before my move. Not sure who will be my support in my new place.

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

I am one who is looking at the joy of others and wondering where mine is. One who has the eyes of a child looking at the world as I see it.

Having been ill again, I am struggling to find the joy in life. I mostly want to sleep! Hoping Thanksgiving doesn't give me too much stress.

Monday, November 25, 2013

I am one who is looking to change. One who is not sure if it should be superficial or a deeper change.

I think if I start with the superficial, the deeper change may happen on its own.

Sunday, November 24, 2013

I am one who is stardust, who is golden, and I've got to get myself back to the garden. I am one who respects what the Universe offers me on the path back to the garden.

It is time to spend more time communicating with the Universe. I have been having this one sided conversation for too long. It is time to listen and respond!

Saturday, November 23, 2013

I am one who is unsure of my place in the Universe. One who when I look closely am not where I thought I was.

I need to keep searching for my place in the Universe. I may be close or very far away. Life is so uncertain recently. Continuing to roam around is what seems best right now.

Thursday, November 21, 2013

I am one who is looking for peace. One who is ready for the changes to come. I am one who is trying to find my place in the Universe.

Last day of IV antibiotics and PICC line. Can't wait to move forward from this illness.

Looking forward to getting ready for the move in the spring. Hoping my energy level rises soon. There is lots to do.

Wednesday, November 20, 2013

I am one who is grounded in the Universe. Taking the parts from all walks of organized religions that fit me. One who is always looking for the old ways that are true for me.

I have been really sick and for some reason this card keeps coming up. Perhaps it is a reminder to work on healing my spirit as well as my body. Looks like it is time to sit with my prayer beads and meditate, something might come up to help.

Thursday, September 19, 2013

I am one looking for creative rebirth.

I have been in a depression and haven't had much creativity lately. Today I finally feel that my creativeness is coming back. Yay!

Thursday, August 29, 2013

I am one who is fascinated by butterflies. One who loves their ways of disguising themselves from predators.

Today has been a good day so far. No predators lurking that I see. Will continue my day being positive nothing will come in to attack my mood.

Monday, July 29, 2013

I am one who has the wisdom of age. One who is weary and looking forward to spending time on the coast.

We leave Thursday for our yearly week on the Oregon coast. So looking forward to seeing family and spending time walking the beach.

Saturday, July 27, 2013

I am one who is looking at what goes on in the forest. One who is tied to what goes on and is sometimes very sad about what is happening.

I really miss the outdoors this time of year. It is too hot to be out for long. I am looking forward to the fall when we can camp and be at one with nature.

Friday, July 26, 2013

I am one who is looking forward to my week by the ocean. One who knows it will bring me joy and relaxation.

Our week on the Oregon Coast always revives me after a hot summer in Texas. I can't wait for the early morning walks on the beach and visiting some of my most favorite places.

Wednesday, July 24, 2013

I am one with time running out. One who seems to have no time to fit it all in.

Even though I only work one day a week, I volunteer one morning and then meet for SoulCollage (R) readings one afternoon, I don't seem to have the energy left to accomplish much. We may have a 6 month window to be out of our house. Not sure how to motivate myself to get moving to clear the clutter.

Monday, July 22, 2013

I am one who appreciates those who came before us. I am one who feels at peace looking at ancient things.

Today I am feeling old, not ancient, but old. I hope it is not the new medicine I am taking or if it is the weather. I am not enjoying this summer's weather, the humidity is really getting to me. I would rather be in the desert looking at cave paintings.

Friday, July 19, 2013

I was called this week to make Chakra Cards. It all started with the orange (2nd) card.

Not sure what will happen. I may not even put them in my deck. I may use them on days I want to see how my chakras are doing.

 This was a labor of love. Hope you all enjoy!


Monday, July 15, 2013

I am one who is feeling overwhelmed. One who is aware of what is about to happen, but is ignoring it hoping it will go away.

I feel pretty helpless to figure out a way to solve my problem of getting started on clear out space to make the house ready to sell. I feel like the whole household is just ignoring the problem hoping it will go away by itself. So there is no support.

Friday, July 12, 2013

I am one who is reaching for the bright center. One who knows it is a maze to get there.

I am still struggling with finding the path to clearing out 20 years of stuff from my house. I don't have the energy or space to sort and sell/give away the stuff I have. 

Thursday, June 20, 2013

I am one who is taking a leap of faith that my crown chakra will help me through the next few months of turmoil, toil and change. I am one who is up in the air waiting to see where I land.

Life is up in the air at the moment. Job changes, place changes and the inevitable clearing of stuff. Not sure where to start, or how to start. I am overwhelmed by the amount of stuff to get accomplished and don't have a clue where to begin.

Wednesday, June 5, 2013

I am one who is happy to be who I am, no matter how I appear to others. One who is ready with a wink if it is appropriate.

I am finally feeling better and people may not recognize me. My attitude is much more vibrant and silly.

Friday, May 31, 2013

I am one who is looking for the bright center. One who is happy out in the sunshine.

Weird summer weather here. It looks like this most of the day. I really need to have a few completely sunny days to feel more energetic. Today I am flitting from one thing to another, not finishing anything.

Thursday, May 9, 2013

I am one who waits for dawn. One who stands on ancient carvings. I am one who bases my life on the wisdom of the ancients.

Today I will need all the wisdom I can. I am feeling tired and old with lots to do. 

Wednesday, May 8, 2013

I am one who is feeling like there is someone waiting for me to fail. One who is unsure how to continue on the path I am on.

This card spooks me a bit. I am not sure if the person in the back is a protector or someone with ill intent.

The ocean is where I feel the best. I was feeling better last week, but am now not feeling as well. I hope that person in the back is there to help me.

Monday, May 6, 2013

I am one looking for balance in my life. One who is willing to try different things to find that balance.

Today I struggle with having enough energy to do the things I need to do. Worked too hard yesterday I guess. Hopefully will learn to balance energy first.

Thursday, May 2, 2013


I am one who feels like everyone is looking at me and judging me. One who is not happy with the way she looks.

Today I don't care how I look, I am cleaning house and it shouldn't matter. Although I have a meeting later, I don't think I will change what I am wearing.

Monday, April 29, 2013

I am one who is trying to simplify my life. One who is horrified at the disparaging difference between the haves and have nots.

I keep looking at all I have and wish I had the energy to simplify my space. I need to focus on getting rid of the things I haven't used in years, even if it is only one thing a day.

Sunday, February 10, 2013

I am one who is strong but fragile. One who is colorful but still useful.

Daily I feel like I can't accomplish anything. These vases remind me that I am strong and useful, but  can spend time just being decorative.

Sunday, February 3, 2013

I am one who is intrigued by the moon. One who will stare for hours at her while I bathe in her light. I know she will protect me from what ever is out of my sight.

I need to pay attention to everything around me and not get lost in one thing. Keeping up with my surroundings will help the moon do her job of protection.

Saturday, February 2, 2013

I am one who is not sure if I want to come in from the cold. One who is peering in to see if anything interesting is happening. Should I go in or move on.

Today we were working on cleaning the garage. There are a number of things out there waiting for us to do a garage sale. Actually, a lot of stuff. Should it stay for a sale or head to the charity shop? The garage is not the only place in the house where those decisions are happening or need to happen. How do I see clearly what to do?

Monday, January 28, 2013

Instead of New Year Resolutions I decided to name 2013 as the Year of Balance and Healing.

I will focus on making myself healthier and try to maintain the balance between spending time to make my self healthier and functioning effectively with everything else I have to do.

So I made a card that will reflect this. Thanks Anne Marie for the challenge!