Sunday, May 29, 2011

Old Habits

I am one who feels tied to where I seem to be stuck. Who is working to find a way to cut loose.

It feels like I never am able to break my old habits. I try to make progress in cleaning my house, but I don't have the energy to do it or ride herd on those who could help.

Sometimes I think I should just drive the lot to a charity shop and be done with it. But it seems silly when I am out of work to give away things I could actually get money for.

Friday, May 27, 2011

World Passing Me By

I am one who is relaxing as the world passes by. Who is comfortable watching it go by. Who is unaware of the precariousness of her position.

This card always intrigues me. I am unsure if I should have an "oh well" attitude or be concerned. Today I think I will not worry about what is passing me by. Today I will work on what is important for today and not worry about tomorrow!

Thursday, May 26, 2011

Which Direction?

I am one who is looking in every direction for guidance. Who is willing to stretch myself to find my way on the path.

I am trying to find the time to work on my path, it seem to be overwhelmed by things to accomplish. But not searching out my path seems to make it harder to accomplish things, so I really need to make time daily for study and meditation.

Monday, May 23, 2011


I am one who is undecided as to what to chew on next. Who is looking at all the goodies and licking my chops while I decide. Who likes to think that the perfect thing is out there but am unsure how to find it.

Life has thrown us another curve ball. The job I thought I would get, I didn't. Oh, well I guess it wasn't the right job. Now to decide which way to go. Continue eating the same old stuff, look for new exotic stuff or cruise on over to something completely different! 

I really need this time to organize myself and my house. I have also decided to spend a little more time in Wisconsin after by brother's wedding. Connect with some old friends and support my sister a bit after her hand surgery. Hopefully I will come across the right thing to do.

Friday, May 20, 2011

My Own Spiritual Path

I am one who is on her own spiritual path. Who is not intimidated by those who are on a different path. Who is comfortable surrounded by those not on the same path.

This path is my own, I am still exploring it. Even though most of the jobs I am applying for are in churches on a different path, my openness to them following their path makes it OK.

This feels more comfortable than working in an environment where the path is not the focus.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011


I am one who is looking for balance. Who is aware that energy is sometime not where you need it to be. I am one who realizes that today's balance may not last.

I am struggling to find the balance between hope and despair. Will they call and tell me I have the job or will it go to one of the other 2 candidates. I would enjoy this job, have actually been employed there in the past. Hope that gives me an edge.