Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Out of Focus

I am one who has many chambers I keep hidden. I am one who is comfortable in the sea. I am the one who is surrounded by water. I am one who feels that my friends are there, but obscured by the water that surrounds me.

As I continue my quest for deeper meaning in my life, I find that I am moving into a solitary existence. I feel comfortable surrounded by the universe, but my friendships seem out of focus with my life. Is it me or the path I have chosen that has changed the focus?

Tuesday, April 28, 2009


I am one who is starving. I am one who feels alone. I am one who is afraid to show themselves to the world. I am one who is desperate to find nourishment.

OK, I am ready for some sunshine here. This has been the weirdest spring! I think my SAD is coming to full force. I really need to not let all this get to me. The last month has been rain, hail and not a lot of sun. So I am feeling down. It does not help that I have no job, my car was totaled by hail and I can't seem to get my energy back after a bad bout of bronchitis/almost pneumonia. I know from experience that things will get better, but I really need a little break here! I feel isolated and alone, unable to accomplish simple tasks and just plain old cranky!

Monday, April 27, 2009

Dance Daily

I am one who loves to dance. I am one who dances in praise. I am one who dances in grief. I am one who dances in nature.

I haven't been having much fun lately. I was sick for about 3 weeks and spend the rest of my time looking for work. I am reminded to find a reason to "dance" daily.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Healing Waters

I am one who is taking the time to take care of myself. I am one who knows that water is very healing for me. I am one who is immersed in nature.I am one is staying in touch with nature.

The healing waters this weekend are a nebulizer. I am recovering from a bad bout of bronchitis that has kept me down for more than a week. I consider myself lucky that I only get this type of illness every couple of years! But I am now anxious to start functioning again. Now to get my strength up!

Friday, April 10, 2009


I am one who watches the injustice in the world. I am one who sees that people are struggling to break out of the cages they have been put in. I am one who is not seeing the way to unlock the door.

OK, this make me realize that I am stuck in a cage of my own making and need to figure out the key to letting myself out. I really need to start thinking outside the box in my search for jobs. Put myself out there in a different way. It would be much easier to stay in the cage!