I am one who is looking at the joy of others and wondering where mine is. One who has the eyes of a child looking at the world as I see it.

Having been ill again, I am struggling to find the joy in life. I mostly want to sleep! Hoping Thanksgiving doesn't give me too much stress.

I am one who is looking to change. One who is not sure if it should be superficial or a deeper change.

I think if I start with the superficial, the deeper change may happen on its own.

I am one who is stardust, who is golden, and I've got to get myself back to the garden. I am one who respects what the Universe offers me on the path back to the garden.

It is time to spend more time communicating with the Universe. I have been having this one sided conversation for too long. It is time to listen and respond!

I am one who is unsure of my place in the Universe. One who when I look closely am not where I thought I was.

I need to keep searching for my place in the Universe. I may be close or very far away. Life is so uncertain recently. Continuing to roam around is what seems best right now.

I am one who is looking for peace. One who is ready for the changes to come. I am one who is trying to find my place in the Universe.

Last day of IV antibiotics and PICC line. Can't wait to move forward from this illness.

Looking forward to getting ready for the move in the spring. Hoping my energy level rises soon. There is lots to do.

I am one who is grounded in the Universe. Taking the parts from all walks of organized religions that fit me. One who is always looking for the old ways that are true for me.

I have been really sick and for some reason this card keeps coming up. Perhaps it is a reminder to work on healing my spirit as well as my body. Looks like it is time to sit with my prayer beads and meditate, something might come up to help.