Path

I am one who is looking at my life from past the middle age. Thinking about what my expectations were and how close I am to being where I want to be.

Looking to simplify and declutter my home so I have the space to work on what I want to.

Communication

I am one who is happy with my choice of mate. I am one who would follow him to the ends of the earth, knowing I am taking my best friend with me. I am one who doesn't like to have the same relationship with my spouse that others have with theirs.

We have just gone through a decision process and where to go with our life. Rod was offered a chance to come out of retirement and apply for a job on the east coast. It was a good job and would have offered a good income. The decision was made, no moving, we are staying in retirement!

Swimming in Circles

I am one who is swimming around looking for a way to get to my center. It appears to be a clear path, but has barricades in the way of my progress.

The sad news is that I seem to be the one putting the barricades in the way or perhaps I am imagining the barricades as to let my self not move forwards.

Garden

I am one who wishes her yard was easily cleared of weeds. I am one who is looking for things to trim from my life to make it less cluttered with stuff. One who would love to be the gardening type of person.

As I have been traveling and living in condos, I am wishing I could stay there. It is uncluttered with stuff and when I come home I am ready to clear out stuff. But when I am finally there, I am not motivated at all to clear things out. It is a seemingly endless cycle!

Energy

I am one who is looking at being creative as a huge obstacle to overcome. I am one who is needing to look at what is in my solar plexus and root chakras that need attention. 

I really feel stuck in this loop of low energy when it comes to actually accomplishing much. I am getting the minimum done around the house, but just don't have the inclination to create. I realize it is about getting my studio organized. It has been 2 years and it is still not unpacked. I just keep adding more boxes of stuff.