Swimming in Circles

I am one who is swimming around looking for a way to get to my center. It appears to be a clear path, but has barricades in the way of my progress.

The sad news is that I seem to be the one putting the barricades in the way or perhaps I am imagining the barricades as to let my self not move forwards.

Garden

I am one who wishes her yard was easily cleared of weeds. I am one who is looking for things to trim from my life to make it less cluttered with stuff. One who would love to be the gardening type of person.

As I have been traveling and living in condos, I am wishing I could stay there. It is uncluttered with stuff and when I come home I am ready to clear out stuff. But when I am finally there, I am not motivated at all to clear things out. It is a seemingly endless cycle!