Judges

I am one who feels like everyone is looking at me and judging me. One who is not happy with the way she looks.

Today I don't care how I look, I am cleaning house and it shouldn't matter. Although I have a meeting later, I don't think I will change what I am wearing.

I am one who is trying to simplify my life. One who is horrified at the disparaging difference between the haves and have nots.

I keep looking at all I have and wish I had the energy to simplify my space. I need to focus on getting rid of the things I haven't used in years, even if it is only one thing a day.

I am one who is strong but fragile. One who is colorful but still useful.

Daily I feel like I can't accomplish anything. These vases remind me that I am strong and useful, but  can spend time just being decorative.

I am one who is intrigued by the moon. One who will stare for hours at her while I bathe in her light. I know she will protect me from what ever is out of my sight.

I need to pay attention to everything around me and not get lost in one thing. Keeping up with my surroundings will help the moon do her job of protection.

I am one who is not sure if I want to come in from the cold. One who is peering in to see if anything interesting is happening. Should I go in or move on.

Today we were working on cleaning the garage. There are a number of things out there waiting for us to do a garage sale. Actually, a lot of stuff. Should it stay for a sale or head to the charity shop? The garage is not the only place in the house where those decisions are happening or need to happen. How do I see clearly what to do?

Instead of New Year Resolutions I decided to name 2013 as the Year of Balance and Healing.

I will focus on making myself healthier and try to maintain the balance between spending time to make my self healthier and functioning effectively with everything else I have to do.

So I made a card that will reflect this. Thanks Anne Marie for the challenge!

I am one who is accessing the wisdom held in the palm of my hand. The wisdom of the ancients that is held in technology and in my psyche.

Today is the one day of the week that I work. I have a feeling I will be using my knowledge a lot today. At least it makes the day go faster.