Breaking Out!

I am one who is looking for ways to escape the norm. I am one who is being reborn.

I really am tired of the same old thing. I guess it comes from not working, but I really feel I need to reinvent myself. So I am clearing out stuff. Making room for the new me! Brutally clearing out things from my house and life. 

If I don't want it, and the family doesn't want it, it needs to go!

Reconnecting

I am one who is making sure I can communicate with everyone I care about. Who is making the effort to get in touch with those far away.

I am in touch with many more people now after my class reunion. And have found ways to connect with more. This will be fun!

Hanging by a thread!

I am one who sometimes feels that I am hanging out there without help. Who is frightened of the unknown.

I had a very stressful day yesterday and feel like I am in new territory just hanging out there not knowing if what I am doing is right or if it is opening me up to things I would rather not have to deal with. If I make a wrong step it could mean tragedy.

Relax and Create!

I am one who is happy to spend time relaxing. Who is always ready to create something colorful.

After spending the morning pulling weeds and grass out of the beds in the front yard, I am ready to relax and spend the day being creative. I will have to clear some space to do that as Helios is not open on Sundays. I will have to work in my own space.

Maiden, Mother, Crone

I am one who is aware of the stages of my life; Maiden, Mother, Crone. Who is looking back at two of the stages and trying to find the right tune of the third.

Next week I will go to my 40th class reunion and visit with friends I haven't seen in at least 25 years. This is my first time to a class reunion and I am so not the "maiden" they knew. Although since I didn't hang out with most of the kids in my high school, but my 4-H friends most of my classmates were acquaintances.

My life has been a wonderful journey completely outside the scope of my imaginings as a maiden. I need to focus on the Crone I have become and not revert to the Maiden while visiting with family and former classmates.