I am one who is accessing the wisdom held in the palm of my hand. The wisdom of the ancients that is held in technology and in my psyche.

Today is the one day of the week that I work. I have a feeling I will be using my knowledge a lot today. At least it makes the day go faster.

Birthday Reading

November 1, 2012

Guidance please, on how to stay on track with my spiritual growth?

Card 1: I am one who is looking for ways to stay balanced-one who sometimes feels like she is all alone in this balancing act.

            Guidance: Move slowly to not upset the balance you already have-keep looking for things that feel right-perhaps share your concerns with Rod.

 

Card 2: I am one who is looking for the rapture that true spirituality can bring-one who is looking up to see what is there.

            Guidance: You’ll see much more if you open your eyes and pay attention to what is available to help you on your path.

Card 3: I am one who sometimes sees things as black and white but reflects things in color-one who likes a clear path but is fine if that path meanders.

            Guidance: Spend time each day reflecting on what you are hoping for-hoping will happen that day. And focus on being true to yourself.

Pattern: The pattern seems to be looking wither with eyes open and searching inside with eyes closed. There are 2 ways to search—internally and externally.

I am one who is looking for a way to be noticed in the Universe. One who wants attention paid so I can get healthy.

Life is difficult when you have to get doctors to not just medicate the symptoms, but actually solve the issues.

I am one who is ready to dive into something new and different. One who is ready to leave behind the desert that my life has been and move into an adventure. I am one who is aware that the adventure may have perils, but the excitement will be worth it.

I have been working towards this moment, now is the time to dive in and make a difference in my life.

Grow where you are planted.

I am one who will grow where I am planted. Who knows that a weed is only a flower in the wrong spot.

I am looking for my spot to grow. I sometimes feel out of place. Not fitting in. I realize it is my perception of not fitting in. So I need to work on my perceptions of myself.

Too Deep?

I am one who feels like she is underwater. One who is deeply involved in looking for a better way to live my life. Who is aware that life is bigger than me.

I am trying hard to move myself into a more productive place. Finding it hard to break old habits. I have to keep myself afloat but look deeply at what I want to do, who I want to be, and how I plan to live the rest of my life.

Spring

 

I am one who holds nature close. Who is enjoying the renewal of the earth this Spring. Who loves to spend time among the flowers and trees.

Most of my time in nature seems to be in traffic looking at the wildflowers that are so prolific this spring. I need to find some time to spend in the outdoors instead of just looking at it from my car window!

The Fool's Leap Into Magic

So, on Sunday I went to my Women's Ritual Labyrinth Group. We were asked to bring a tarot deck. I brought my SoulCollage(R) cards and did a "The Fool's Leap Into Magic" reading designed by Cat Dancing.

 

Here is what I got:

1. In the present moment... I am looking at the basic level making do with what I have. 

 

 2. Standing on the Precipice... Letting go and just move!

3. Where do you leap? I leap away from the restraints others place on me.

4. What risk do you take? I risk trying to mold myself in ways that are uncomfortable.

5. When you land, you find... I find the bright core of myself-burning bright for all to see.

 6. Magic The magic is the love of friends and family.

7. Desire The desire is to be the good half. Using her magic to keep the dark at bay.

 

8. Will The will is to make myself into the real me. The beautiful me inside. 

9 Manifest I want to manifest into the spiritual me. Burning off the extraneous parts and center myself.

Close to the fire

I am one who sometimes flies close to the fire within but never am in a place that will let that fire erupt safely. I am one who just needs to see what is going on.

Today I am feeling like I am close to finding what will "light my fire" and get me motivated to continue on the quest for a way to make some money. This week and next will be hard to keep up that fire as I am getting ready for a week long trip. Make it hard to get motivated. I will continue to think about it and take notes, so I don't lose too much momentum.

Beauty in the Universe

I am one who is watching the natural world. Who is looking for the beauty and sometimes only finds the shadow.

Today I will be in full color mode as I head to a women's conference with friends. I will look for the beauty in all and spend my time in the infinite Universe and all its beauty!

Care for Others

I am one who cares for others. Who seems to always have someone asking for help.

It is a bit overwhelming this week as I continue to work on clearing out debris from my home. Not literal debris, but parts of my former life that I no longer need but are worth more than I can give away.

Organizing a sale of craft items and then a garage sale while planning a vacation may have been a bit optimistic. At least I haven't published the dates I picked yet.