I am one who is pondering what should be my next step. One who can procrastinate for a very long time, dreaming of artistic things to do. One who is wondering if I should hibernate or move on to the next thing.
Being officially retired is not what I expected this year. Still working out how things will work as we live with only half our income. The challenge has me pondering what I should be focusing on.
I am one who is trying to find my balance now that I have moved to a new home. I am one who likes to think I am flexible, but am unsure when to be flexible and when to keep balanced.
I am feeling very lonely here. Still looking for that group of women I can connect to. My shyness is making me feel very alone. It is time to put myself out there. Unlike my old church, there are very few ways to connect with women unless I move way out of my comfort zone.
I am one who feels as though some of my friends and family see me this way since I have expanded my Spirituality to a larger base of knowledge. One who knows in her heart she is just claiming who she has been all these years, but it was too scary to let others see.
The exploration I am on has lead me to a special peace in my life. I have more friends to lean on and have people in my life that think as I do or at least respect my thoughts and spiritual path.
I am one who finds her peaceful heart when I am in the forest. I am one who loves to sit in the forest and listen to what the universe has to tell me.
With all the stress going on in my house, it is time for a trip to the woods to find a quiet place to sit and listen to the birds chirping, trees rustling and the calm heart that beats in the woods. Time my heartbeat with the woods so I can come back to function better in my normal life.
I am one who feels that I am looking for the path that will help me accomplish my goals. I am one who is looking at my Chakras to help me on that winding road to a place I can't see.
I seem to be stuck behind the moss growing around me. Unable to do more than see what I should be doing without accomplishing anything. I really need to get many things accomplished, but can't seem to fight my way through the moss!
I am one who is looking for the peace that mediation can bring me. One who loves the colors of the Chakras surround me in light.
This week is more about getting myself motivated to do the meal planning, shopping and cooking to keep us on track with our health issues. I am feeling like a meditation routine will help me be more centered and able to establish a routine for my day.
I am one who is looking for the bright center that is me. One who knows that it is there, but can't always find it even though it seems to be staring me in the face.
Today I am looking for any brightness I can find. I feel like it has gone away and will never come back. It got lost in the move.
