Seaching for Fuel

I am one who is looking for nourishment. Who is searching for the right fuel for my life. Who has spent a lot of time flitting from place to place looking for what I need to live a full and complete life.

Right now my search is medical. Looking for the right balance of practices and medications that will help me be healthy, active and alert. It is not easy. 

This weekend I had a bad reaction to a new medication and spent the whole time resting, hoping a horrendous headache would go away. I stopped the drug and the headache is gone, all that is left is the echo of the headache. The sleeping meds don't seem to help either, I will quit them too.

Care for Nature

I am one who is looking down at the earth. Who is crying because it is not being taken care of like it should. I am one who is part of nature and wishes to see more of the quiet peaceful places in the world.

Looking forward to spending some time in nature when we get to Oro Valley, AZ for Thanksgiving. The Sonoran Desert Museum, Sabino Canyon, Saguaro National Monument, just being with Rod while we rediscover those favorite places. It will also be a sad time. My dad will no longer be there, we will have to go to the cemetery in Cave Creek to be with him.

Looking Inside Myself

I am one how is beginning to look inside. Who is spending much of her time on introspection. Who feels like she is out in the cold, just trying to find a way to get warm.

I don't feel well today and need to see the doctor as it has been dragging on for awhile. So I have been spending a lot of my time on introspection.

I spent Friday evening and all day Saturday with a group of women from my church learning about Spiritual Journaling. The journaling really dragged up some issues. Not sure if that was good or bad. Perhaps bad timing, since I am not feeling well. Good in the way that I needed the stuff up closer to the surface. We will see what else surfaces as I continue to deal with the health issues that are not being diagnosed because of the busyness of the doctors. I can't get an appointment until 2012!

Open to Water Energy

I am one who is fully bloomed. Who is open to all that is available to me. Who plans to make the most of my life.

I am heading to the beach. I can't wait to spend some time listening to the waves, birds and all that goes with the beach.

I will be open to all the energy that is available to me. Filling me for the following year. All that wonderful water energy that I don't get enough of living drought ridden Texas.

More time than cash!

I am one who sees those with more money than they know what to do with. Who sees those who don't help when they can. I am one who is feeling the impact of no job.

I am waiting to feel well enough to job search. There is the recovery from surgery and the memory problems. I am waiting to hear about an appointment for testing on the memory.

Overwhelmed

 
I am one who is looking for time to be creative. Who is wishing she could get messy with her art. Who is overwhelmed with what needs to be done to tidy up my studio.


I have so much to do. No energy as I heal from surgery. There are friends and family coming in from out of town for Kyle's graduation. I need space to put them up and the house needs a bunch of repairs. Graduation is 3 weeks from today!

Safe in My Cocoon

I am one who is protected by ancient energy. Who is feeling safe inside my space. I am one who is hoping the healing energies of the pyramid will sustain me through recovery.

Since I have been unable to drive I feel like I have been cocooning for a couple weeks. I am not sure form I will take when my chrysalis finally hatches. 

But the enforced time at home has let me spend time healing. I think that is the real reason for the no drive rule by doctors!