Monday, November 30, 2009


I am one who is searching for the right shade of color in my life. I am one who seems organized but is really not as tightly wound as I would like to be. I am one who tries to be organized but never completely accomplishes my goal.

I really need to figure out a way to organize my art supplies. It sounds like it should be easy, but things unravel here and there and it never gets tidy. It is frustrating to no end that I can't accomplish what seems to be a simple thing.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Spark of Creativity

I am one who is blooming with inner light. I am one who is fiery at the center. I am one who is burning off the old parts that are no longer useful. I am one with the spark of creativity.

This card is all about the bursting forth of new ideas and paths. I am moving toward an improved me everyday. My creativity has been sparked and I am enjoying being creative again.

Friday, November 27, 2009

Key to Joy

I am one who is aware that the women in my life are the key to finding my path. I am one who knows that there are many keys to life, but only one is going to work at this particular moment. I am one who wants to spend quality time with the women in my life.

I enjoy the time that I spend with my women friends. My new boss is a woman and that is something different for me. Luckily she is a woman of peace and justice, so we get along just fine. I need to find more ways to spend quality time with my friends, it is the key to my joy.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Spiritual Path

I am one who loves to walk on the beach. I am one who appears to be on the path alone. I am one who needs to widen her focus to include others on this path. I am one who is aware that her impression on the world is fleeting.

It is nice to see this card. I really need to shift my focus to include others who can help me on my path. I have been quite isolated in my quest to find my spiritual path. It has been my health that I use as an excuse. Too tired to go to the groups that help me on my path. Dealing with health issues and finding root causes for symptoms takes up a lot of my energy. I forget how invigorating it can be to spend time with others on the quest of their spiritual path.

Monday, November 23, 2009

Time to get started!

I am one who is aware of time passing. I a am one who is trying to fit in all the things she needs to do in a limited amount of time. I am one who needs to manage my time better. I am one who is looking for a way to organize my time.

I really do need to get my life organized. My house is a mess and I can't seem to make myself conquer the mess. It is all so overwhelming! The Universe ( told me to take baby steps, but I am still crawling toward getting started!

Thursday, November 19, 2009


I am one who is most comfortable out doors near the water. I am one who feels she is watching her life fly by. I am one looking for ways to find peace and relaxation. I am one who is wistful over the time when I was young, fit and carefree.

As the year ends I am looking for ways to find that inner peace that used to be a big part of me. I keep searching for it in places, but I think I need to look more to the youthful, never grow up, part of me. I am struggling with job, health and financial stuff and how to function as the youthful person I feel inside instead of the old lady I seem to be moving into. It isn't about growing old, but how I do that gracefully.

I don't usually make New Year's resolutions, but I may work some intentions into my life the next month or so. Intentions sounds so much better. Like I will improve things instead of forbid myself things!

Friday, November 6, 2009

Finding Nourishment

I am one who is searching for the nourishment I need. I am one who seems to flit here and there never staying in one spot for long. I am one who is ready to move on to the next place of nourishment.

This weekend is our SoulCollage
® Escape. A weekend of cardmaking, readings, communing with nature and labyrinth walking. No schedules, just flitting from one activity to the next. Sleeping and eating when I want! Sounds like heaven!

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Winds of Change

I am one who is aware of the stages of a woman's life. I am one who is letting the winds of change blow over her. I am one who is gleaning more about myself and hoping for the winds of change to blow away the chaff.

I am afraid to say it definitely, but it appears that I may start working on Monday. It will be a possibly temporary part time job through the end of the year. I will learn more later today. It will be a job that will test my patience at time as it is for a church group that can be conservative in their views at times. But the work will be challenging and the person I would work for is really nice.

I will just continue to keep my mouth shut and learn new skills where I can. She understands that I will continue to look for a full time job. So I think my time will be flexible and I will learn a lot more about bookkeeping.